The Exodus

26 05 2009

Today was kind of sad. I had another student withdraw. I’ve had no less than 4 students withdraw in the last week to enroll in private school. They can’t pass the TAKS test. (TAKS is a standardized test here in Texas. If students don’t pass all sections before the end of their senior year, they can’t graduate.)

I get it. We have to have some measure. The kids should be able to pass the test. (Well, that’s arguable.) But you haven’t seen their faces. You don’t know how miserable these kids are after attempting a test 5 times, not passing it and being faced with not graduating from High School no matter how well they’ve done in class. It’s a heartbreaking moment.

The alternative is private schools, but not any private schools. These are pretty much diploma mills. Most of them only have classes 2 days a week. I signed withdrawl papers for a girl today; she graduates from the private school next week. She will have attended 3 days of school.

Students who are economically disadvantaged and/or minority are most affected by the whole thing. The people who can least afford to pay for an alternative school and most need a high school diploma are the ones who get shafted in the end. You aren’t suprised, are you? Tuition costs more the closer to the end of the year, despite the fact that the kids will only be there for a few days, because parents and kids are desperate. So either you pony up the money (if you can) or you don’t get a diploma from anywhere. No child left behind…if you can afford it.

Our kids shouldn’t be reduced to this. This is a fun part of the year, as I teach seniors. It’s also the saddest part of the year for me, because I know we failed those kids. You shouldn’t have to go pay nearly $1,000 to enroll in a private school for 3 days to get a diploma in the rec room of a community center. You shouldn’t be studying for a GED after 12 years of school. If they’ve passed their classes, those kids should be at graduation, walking across the stage with their classmates.

But they won’t.





HERS.

22 05 2009
Photobucket

When I saw this, I had to have it. There is no “HIS” here. Yet.
I think I hung it a little crooked though…




About Sacrifice…

22 05 2009
Yesterday, I go to the bookstore aka “where I trick off all my money” and I decide to pick up No Woman No Cry: My life with Bob Marley by Rita Marley with Hettie Jones. I also got Catch a Fire by Timothy White. I decided to go with Rita’s story first.

I’m not going to review it. It was good. Sad, but ultimately triumphant. Here’s what it made me think. What is sacrifice? Rita Marley, from my reading of her book, gave up a lot. She held her tongue when she could have said things. She turned a blind eye to many things. I have no judgement to make, but what I can respect is that she did it because she believed in Bob. That people needed his songs and that inspiration. That the good of her family needed to come first. That the good of all his children was important, no matter who their mama was. Difficult decisions…I don’t know what I would have done. Sometimes you have to follow your heart and sometimes that means giving up part of you for what – or who – you believe in. Nowadays, we look at sacrifice as such an ugly word. Who gives up things anymore? If anything, we’re all about getting more. Even in a recession. But it’s not a bad word. Sacrifice opens us up to so many things. It’s like the key to a whole other realm. Less of me and more of others. What I give up, others gain. Stop getting in your own way and let others see the light in you, as opposed to trying to make them see the light on you.




K is…

22 05 2009

For KaLeah

Man, I wish someone could’ve taken a picture of me on the water slide. HAHA! I kept falling.

Life is about a lot of things….whole lot of things. One of them is having a good time. If you could’ve seen the looks me and my co-worker got from some of our colleagues after we got done sliding on the water slides with the kids today. Some of those stares could have frozen water. So I get out there and play with the kids sometimes? And? That builds relationships. Relationships save kids. Some of those same people talk to the kids so rudely and so ugly…I don’t get it at all. Maybe they need to get into another line of work. Look, kids are bad sometimes, I get it. (Well, they have bad behavior. They aren’t bad.) But sometimes grown folk push them to acting up. Teenagers respect you talking to them like they have some sense. Perhaps if we tried that a little more often…




Re—

20 05 2009
My inspiration.

I decided to relaunch my blog…because there’s lots to say.

About what? Some of it’s about education. Some of it’s about life. Some of it’s about culture. Some of it’s pure foolishness. At least I’m honest…